People are always free to give up. And I, I think I give up expecting too much from people. The lesson I learned was all about not getting too attached to people. Sometimes we’ve tried to do the best, give the best, but that person we care the most, doesn’t seem to feel the same. We’re just his/her side dishes. We are that one little friend among all of his funky friend. Even if for us, he/she is our everything, best of our besties.
Hanging out with me doesn’t sound like fun, I know. I’ve been feeling horrible lately, with all the sadness and anxiety hanging through my ceiling. At least I’m trying not to ruin anyone’s day, right? I’ve done the best, I’ve loved to the very much of the muchness, and it’s still isn’t enough to the world.
I don’t have any best friends. I seem to be a kind of always-complaining bloke to all my closest friends that’s left. I lost my bravery to say to the world that this bunch of kid is my best friends. What if I consider them as my best friends, but they don’t feel the same?
It happens a lot, you know. And it hurts. I better play safe and be my own best friend.
So to you, youngsters, be careful of attaching your hearts to certain people. Lovers, best friends, or anything. You might never get them back the same way again. Most of the time, you’re gonna lose them. Some said it’s all about finding people worth suffering for. Well, I think it’s better to do the best to fulfil or duty, as a human being, as a social part of the world chain, to maintain a healthy relationship between each other.
I don’t agree if we have to suffer for certain people that don’t even suffer for us. It’s a win win. You suffer, I suffer. When it looks like everything doesn’t show any sign of win win, get your ass off and walk away. The world is selfish, you know, deal with that! (More like a self-warning) :D
You used to be a big fan of sky. How are you doing, old friend?
They started to miss your deep eyes and your stupid jokes.
Are you by any chance notice the sky I’m currently looking at?
Your name is written on it. And I don’t understand why. The forecast said it’s gonna rain heavily. I hope it’ll wash it away.
Brownie Resting Nest
A hotel room intended to be a place to rest completely from the hectic daily life, made as comfy as possible with a lot of spaces to sit or nap (you even have a view underwater).
*my second attempt of using Autodesk Homestyler.
It’s been a week since that meeting but it seems like it happened just yesterday. Works the same way too for those events happened about 3 or 4 years ago. I used to forget about all of those in a peaceful way, but now I remember everything. To me, some things are better to be kept in the past rather than hurting us in the present.
One of my friends said, "Probably it’s a closing point where you settle everything that’s left unsaid."
Really? Well, that could be beautiful. Because the reality is, nothing really happened between us. It’s just me all along. The only thing that needs to be settled is myself.
I thought he really meant to remember me, but then my brain said something a bit more logical: He was just trying to help. He was the right person in the right moment. He was there right when I really need some help.
Well, a day before we met, I was actually in a biggest self turmoil about my final project and about everything in my life. Our meeting was just Allah’s invisible hands to help me reconquer myself. He shared his wisdom to me and it was just the right wisdom for my problems.
After meeting him, I felt like I really really need to pray. Yes, a really really intense pray. Fajr, Tahajud, everything. Not that I asked to have him, no. Allah has written my best destiny, and I’m willing to surrender to it.
Sadness isn’t so bad after all. Sadness makes us remember about God easier than when we’re not.
Gedung Pos Indonesia - Semarang #architecture #heritage
With my dearest bro and sis di Selat Mbak Lies seusai sholat id.
Dari Aisyah r.a. Rasulullah s.a.w. bersabda:”Amal yang paling disukai Allah pada hari penyembelihan adalah mengalirkan darah ewan qurban, sesungguhnya hewan yang diqurbankan akan datang (dengan kebaikan untuk yang melakukan qurban) di hari kiamat kelak dengan tanduk-tanduknya, bulu dan tulang-tulangnya, sesunguhnya (pahala) dari darah hewan qurban telah datang dari Allah sebelum jatuh ke bumi, maka lakukanlah kebaikan ini”. (H.R. Tirmidzi).
Hadist Ibnu Abbas Rasulullah bersabda:”Tiada sedekah uang yang lebuh mulia dari yang dibelanjakan untuk qurban di hari raya Adha”(H.R. Dar Qutni).
Selamat hari raya idul adha! ^^